SAFE BUT NOT SOUND after WB

There is no words to describe that and the experiences...i hope i will have the chance to teel some of u personally...because its a matter for 9 hours in a row... i will try to make a more detailed update later this week...just leave you some hints now.... im too tired and just arrived to nazareth...hope you can understand.

Fucked up, fucked up and more fucked up! First two days in Selfid region distributing food in several villages...the situation is bad: not much food and/or resources... many cases... the apartheid wall, the soldiers siege... i heard all about it!
Next two days... Nablus!!!!!!!! Ok, the reality started here... passed my first two checkpoints to enter Nablus that is a city under siege... if i thought my heart went up in the airport...imagine here...u are always at israeli gunpoint....feel like animal... then got a cab to Nablus and the city is wonderful... distributed food there...the situation is much much much more worse... tell you later...people are so nervous there...i feel always under someones eye...had the chance to visit the old part of the city...i had afraid...after 18 oclock the locals said they couldnt protect me...
then there was a shooting very near my house on friday night...got it on tape...visited a shooting vicim in hospital...heard so many fucked up stories from eople...my god...
today was the time to come back...how i wanted to come back to my "boring" life in nazareth... was tired of having always 4 eyes one me and being always alert... got up at 6 am in Nablus...went through the checkpoint (i trembled like hell inside...always israeli soldiers are poiting guns at you from everywhere...) and gave my flashlight to the soldiers who checked me (sorry leo and yen but they were really nice and offered me 1 euro for it...how could i say no)... was done...then taxi again to Ramallah, but firt pass control... once in ramallah got a bus to jerusalem...but again...checkpoint! FUCKING CHECKPOINTS....THEY MAKE ME SO FUCKING NERVOUS...WEAPONS EVRYWHERE, CAMERAS, ISRAELIS SHOUTING AT PALESTINIANS AND VICE VERSA...it seems they are gonna start shoot anytime... anyway...arrive din Jerusalem after this... had to get a cab service to telaviv...spent 30 minutes in jerusalem... got in taxi and went to Telaviv... telaviv had to get another cab service to nazareth... got checked again in the bus statytion and came to nazareth...not before stopping in another city before my arrival...went directlly to the office and my boss got mad at me because the pictures are not good enough apparently... and they spernt so much money in the food packages! he said...

I WAS FUCKING RISKING MY ASS FOR 4 DAYS TO HEAR THIS... DOESNT FEEL GOOD!!!

By the way, got a lot of contacts so if anybody wants to go to palestine just tell me.

Go back to my capoeira today and is Ramadan here.... gonna eat like a pig tonight...just ate 3 chocolates in the hole day....